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            inquired into or understood. He is seeking happiness, and does those things which he believes will
            bring him most enjoyment, but he acts in entire ignorance of the hidden and inevitable
            consequences which attach to his actions.
               Said a man to me once who was the victim of a bad habit: “I know the habit is a bad one, and
            that it does me more harm than good” I said: “ If you know that what you are doing is bad and
            harmful why do you continue to do it?” And he replied: “Because it is pleasant, and I like it.
               This man, of course, did not really know that his habit was bad. He had been told that it was,
            and he thought he knew or believed it was, but in reality he thought it was good, that it was
            conducive to his happiness and well-being, and therefore he continue to practise it. When a man
            knows by experience that a thing is bad, and that every time he does it he injuries body or mind, or
            both; when his knowledge of that thing is so complete that he is acquainted with its hole train of

            baneful effects, then he cannot only not do it any longer, he cannot even desire to do it, and even
            the pleasure that was formerly in that thing becomes painful. No man would put a venomous
            snake in his pocket because it is prettily coloured. He knows that a deadly sting lurks in those
            beautiful markings. Nor, when a man knows the unavoidable pain and hurt which lie hidden in
            wrong thoughts and acts, does he continue to think and commit them. Even the immediate
            pleasure which formerly he greedily sought is gone from them; their surface attractiveness has
            vanished; he is no longer ignorant concerning their true nature; he sees them as they are.
               I knew a young man who was in business, and although a member of a church, and occupying
            the position of voluntary religious instructor, he told me that it was absolutely necessary to
            practise lying and deception in business, otherwise sure and certain ruin would follow. He said he
            knew lying was wrong, but while he remained in business he must continue to do it. Upon
            questioning him I found, of course, that he had never tried truth and honesty in his business, had
            not even thought of trying the better way, so firmly convinced was he that it was not possible for
            him to know whether or not it would be productive or ruin. Now, did this young man know that
            lying was wrong? There was a preceptial sense only in which he knew, but there was a deeper and
            more real sense in which he did not know. He had been taught to regard lying as wrong, and his
            conscience bore out that teaching, but he believed that it brought to him profit, prosperity and
            happiness, and that honesty would bring him loss, poverty, and misery — in a word, he regarded
            lying, deep in his heart, as the right thing to do, and honesty as the wrong practice. He had no
            knowledge whatever of the real nature of the act of lying: how it is, on the instant of its committal,
            loss of character, loss of self-respect, loss of power, usefulness, and influence, and loss of
            blessedness; and how it unerringly leads to loss of reputation and loss of material profit and
            prosperity. Only when such a man begins to consider happiness of others, prefers to embrace the
            loss which he fears rather than clutch at the gain which he desires, will he obtain that real
            knowledge which lofty moral conduct alone can reveal; and then, experiencing the greater
            blessedness, he will see how, all along, he has been deceiving and defrauding himself rather than
            others, has been living in darkest ignorance and self-delusion.
               These two common instances of wrong-doing will serve to illustrate and make plainer, to those
            of my readers who, while searching for Truth, are as yet doubtful, uncertain, and confused, the
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