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The Sword of Gilead & The Book of Angels

            discussed in depth, the Archbishop exonerated me
            completely.
                    Rightly, he would not tell me the name of
            my accuser, but from the nature of the allegations,
            I  did  have  an  idea  of  who  it  was.  -  This  person
            was  once  a  very  close  friend  who  had  been
            corrupted by an ex-Flame member.
                    He  was  a  healthy  young  man  in  his  late
            30’s, but a short while later I heard the sad news
            that  he  suffered  a  heart  attack  while  riding  his
            motorbike along a freeway and died. It turned out
            that  there  was  in  fact  nothing  wrong  with  his
            heart, and so this hit me with a certain terror and
            unbearable grief; he had been a very close friend
            whom I loved very much.
                    Was this a mere coincidence? Yes, it could
            be so, except that this kind of result has happened
            several times, and in each case, I had not known
            what or who was bringing tribulation to my soul
            until afterwards.
                    One  other  example  is  with  regard  to
            popular Catholic forum page I found while doing
            a Google search for my name. For some time my
            soul had been in turmoil with the dreaded feeling
            that  destruction  loomed  for  me,  and  so  I  had
            released the Sword of Gilead as before. For a long
            time  this  persisted  when  one  day,  I  instinctively
            searched for my name out of curiosity.
                    It  was  not  long  before  I  came  across  a
            Catholic  Forum  and  read  what  the  moderator
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