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The Mix

          Eric Nam and The Art




          Of Redefining Success





          The Korean-American singer-songwriter details his new album ‘Before We Begin,’
          opens up about his bout with burnout and reveals how he and India go way back

          By Riddhi Chakraborty


             t’s 4:30 am in India   wearing many hats; Nam   so many different projects   I wrote it last year. It was   I’ve done a really good job
             when I get on a call to   started his career in South   took a toll on his mental   in English and I didn’t   of introducing my fans
         IL.A. to speak to Eric   Korea back in 2011 after   health earlier this year,   want to take it back into   to me singing in English.
          Nam for the very first time.   participating in a reality   pushing him to the point   Korean. I felt like it was a   I’ve done at least one or
          I’m at a point where I’ve   TV competition, Star   of burnout. “It was just   very special record, because   two collabs with Western
          gone over a week without   Audition:Birth of a Great   like kind of a tipping point   people just responded in   artists a year, in my last
          decent sleep and a burnout   Star 2. While he didn’t   where I was actually just so   a very special way to it.   EP (2018’s Honestly) we
          is looming over my head,   end up winning, it led to   tired, so exhausted.” It did   It made me kind of hold   had two English songs on
          but what keeps me going   him signing with Korean   however end up giving him   on to it, looking for the   there, plus I do a lot of
          is that Nam is 100 percent   label B2M Entertainment   the wake up call he needed   right opportunity to put   covers. I’ve always been
          worth it all. In fact over   in 2012 and then finally   to focus on his mental and   it out. There was no point   vocal about the fact that I
          the next hour, I learn that   debuting as a solo act in   physical health. “So it was   trying to redo it in Korean   personally like English pop
          there’s probably no one   2013. In the seven years   important to be able to   because it was great the   music so [most fans] are
          who could have understood   since, Nam has established   verbally say and admit that   way it was, so that’s how   glad that I’m finally able
          my plight better, and facing   himself as a household   I am tired, that I need a   we decided on doing an   to do what I really wanted
          the upcoming week seems a   name in the country–  break that I need to change   all-English album. The   and what I really feel
          little less daunting.   in addition to being a   things around.” His new   reason we titled it Before   strongly about.
           Eloquent, multi-talented   successful musician, he   record Before We Begin is   We Begin is because I guess   How much do the songs
          and enterprising, the   impressed audiences with   part of that change, acting   I’m in this transitionary   draw from your own life?
          31-year-old singer and   his charming personality   as a channel of catharsis   phase where I really want   There are songs that are
          entertainer is very much   after taking on the role   and pushing forward his   to pursue music more in   directly connected to my
          a reflection of what many   of a TV personality and   transition from K-pop   the States and in the West,   story, there are songs that
          of us strive to be. He’s a   presenter, hosting various   star to global pop singer-  do a lot of stuff in English.   are fired from other people
          lot of fun to talk to and   variety shows and often   songwriter.       I’m American, born and   and other stories… Just
          refreshingly frank when   interviewing international   It’s an exciting time   raised, so I’ve always felt   really kind of a case by case
          it comes to discussing his   celebrities like Robert   in Nam’s life—especially   more comfortable writing   thing. But we picked them
          opinions around mental   Downey Jr., Noel       with the rise of Asian   and singing in English. So   and went with them because
          health and South Korea’s   Gallagher, Matt Damon,   representation in mainstream   more than just a K-pop   I relate to them in some
          celebrity culture—a little   Emma Stone, Andrew   media propelling him further   star, I think I would like to   way, I feel them in some
          unusual for a K-pop idol,   Garfield and more. He’s   into the global spotlight—so   transition into becoming   way. I think being able to
          but then again he never   one of the first solo artists   it’s pretty great to be able   like an American pop   tell that story and emote
          has been one to fit in.   in the K-pop industry to   to hear his perspective   singer-songwriter and   that into a song was my goal
          Born and brought up in   regularly collaborate with   on it all firsthand. In this   being perceived that way.   and hopefully when people
          Atlanta, Georgia, Nam had   Western artists (including   conversation with Rolling   It’s not ‘Eric Nam’s U.S.   hear it, they love it as much
          to adapt to South Korea’s   Timbaland, Gallant and   Stone India, Nam talks about   debut’—this is kind of like   as I did putting it there.
          expectations of celebrities   Arty) and earlier this year   the stories that built Before   an appetizer to what, you   You’ve always been very
          when he moved there and   he launched K-Pop Daebak   We Begin, opens up about his   know, can potentially come   adventurous in terms of
          walks the line between two   With Eric Nam, Spotify’s   bout with burnout, details the   in the next few years.  the sounds and themes
          worlds. “I’ve always been   most popular K-Pop   process of creating a space for   Did you have any   you choose to go with
          like weirdly stuck in the   podcast where he reviews   international fans with K-Pop   reservations about doing   on each new release and
          middle of everything,” Nam   new releases, addresses   Daebak, and reveals the   an album in English?   Before We Begin is no
          confesses at one point of   several pressing topics in   intricacies of his relationship   Were there any points   different—I loved the
          our conversation. “I’m not   the industry and interviews   with India. Excerpts:  where you were nervous   sense of nostalgia that
          an idol, but a lot of people   various artists.  When did you start     about how it would be   runs all through it. Did
          see me as an idol. It’s a very   “It’s… a lot of things to   working on Before We   received, especially by   you start working on this
          weird place that I have my   juggle,” he says with a small   Begin and why did you   your fans in Korea?  album knowing what
          own niche in.”          laugh when we talk about   choose that title?     I feel like there were   you want to explore? Or
           Maybe it’s not so      his various achievements,   The oldest, probably the   points where I was a little   was it a slower, gradual
          much weird as it is about   admitting that taking on   oldest song on the album…   bit nervous, but I feel like   process?


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