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Jacket by Hermès;
                                                                     T-shirt by Barneys New
                                                                      York; jeans by Ksubi;
                                                                     shoes by Ralph Lauren.
          MBJ,  who  sat  with  immaculate  pos-
        ture,  feet  planted—none  of  that  extra-
        extravagant leg-crossing business—and
        hands folded between his legs, peered for a
        beat or two at the floor, then out at the the-
        ater. “He’s a real-life superhero,” he said of
        Stevenson and touched his chin. “After I got
        a chance to really get to know him, and his
        story, and his work, I felt like I had a great
        deal of pressure to get it right.. . . And I felt
        honored to be able to carry that weight.”
        MBJ lowered the mic between his legs and
        cupped the head of it. He looked to one side
        of the stage and the other. He cast his eyes
        to the floor, and the audience clapped and
        cheered, cheered and clapped.
          There  was  an  after-party.  Picture  a
        swanky interior with VIP sections replete
        with couches, low tables stocked with buck-
        ets of ice-chilled bottles, lights just the right
        dimmed, several hosted bars, and dozens of
        black-vested waitstaff offering hors d’oeu-
        vres from gleaming silver platters. The DJ
        spun at a level just low enough for talking
        without shouting. MBJ’s security detail: fit
        white guys in black suits, with close-cropped
        hair and a white cord spiraling from an ear-
        piece into their shirt collar. You don’t want
        no smoke with the earpiece dudes.
          He worked the room, snapped pictures
        and shared laughs with the ceaseless proces-
        sion of folks vying for a moment of his time.
        At one point, MBJ bopped over to where
        Foxx, clad in a gray plaid suit and a fedora,
        was commanding his own section. They
        leaned into each other, whispered some-
        thing between themselves, and it must’ve
        been a hoot, because they slapped shoulders
        and threw back their heads and guffawed, an
        audience of dozens gawking all the while,
        their security hovering close.
          MBJ floated around the shindig for another
        hour or so, during which time I never saw him
        drink. Near 1:00 A.M., he marched out with
        an entourage, including the earpiece dudes       Having up to that point only observed Jor-         The school principal, Mr. Pedro, moseys in-
        trooping in front of and behind him.             dan, I was unsure of what to expect, wasn’t      to the gym, emerald-blue-suited and booted,
          If you ask me, black men, at least the ones    sure if he’d let the glare of fame turn him      unfazed, or so it seems, by the present hul-
        I know best, are obsessed with authentic-        solipsistic, wasn’t sure if my initial impres-   labaloo. Jordan hustles over to Mr. Pedro
        ity. A fake one, a perpetrator, a pretend-       sion of him—as someone sincere, as an ac-        just as soon as he sees him, to hug and say a
        er, fugazy, fraudulent—all aspersions. But       tor who’d achieved extraordinary fame and        few words. Mr. Pedro is a family friend who
        keeping it real, keeping it 100, being a re-     had managed to resist letting it overcome        worked at the school when Jordan and his sib-
        al one, being the realest—aspirations. To        him—would hold true.                             lings—his older sister, Jamila, and younger
        be real is to live grounded in the world, es-                                                     brother, Khalid—were students here.
        chew pretense, to thumb claims of entitle-                                                          Jordan is called back to the set. Mr. Pedro
        ment. To be a Hollywood star, on the oth-                                                         finds a perch in the bleachers, watching his
        er hand, is to exist as a myth to the masses.                                                     former pupil out there on the floor with
        There are beaucoup tales of movie stars          MBJ struts into the gym, and the varsity         the current crop of multitalented preps.
        who are ultra difficult, who’ve lost touch       squad erupts in ooohs and aaahs. Some clap.      “Michael stood out as a person who had di-
        with the experiences of the common man,          Others point with a fist smashed to their lips.   rection, who had a focus,” the principal says.
        who begin to accept or have accepted their         Jordan ambles over to meet them, and they      “He was destined for this.”
        mythology. Or let me put it like this: Hol-      circle around him while the crew stands on         Jordan  is  having  a  blast  being  photo-
        lywood breeds the antithesis of real ones.       the periphery.                                   graphed with the squad, posing at the mid-
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