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therapy session) has earned her 108 million loyal Twitter           and I did not want to get out of bed. In the past, I had been
                 followers (second only to Barack Obama), and helped her             able to overcome it, but this time something happened that
                 transition from her Betty Boop-meets-Barbie image to a se-          made me fall down too many flights of stairs. I had to really
                 rious musical force capable of capturing a stadium.                 go on a mental health journey,” she shares.
                                                                                       Living in the hyper-scrutinised world of celebrities pre-
                 PITCH PERFECT                                                       sents its own challenges and vulnerabilities, but Perry has

                 But the journey has had its share of ups and downs. “I’ve           emerged a vocal advocate of mental health. “We talk about
                 gone to therapy, been through the Hoffman Process, done             all our different organs but never talk about out brain,
                 plant medicine.... And I have a partner who is also all about       which keeps us functioning the most,” she notes.
                 finding a balance—Orlando, who is on a spiritual journey of           As fearless and unapologetically outspoken as Perry has
                 his own. He’s an anchor who holds me down, and he’s very            been to speak her mind, the media has been less than forgiv-
                 real. He’s not the number one fan of Katy Perry, but he’s the       ing. “For the press, every few months I turn into ‘Perry, the
                 number one fan of Katheryn Hudson.”                                 Piñata’. But thankfully, I don’t get my validation from them
                    Over a few days, I notice that this wide-eyed, gum-chew-         anymore,” she says.
                 ing performer winks a lot—during interviews, the eye ges-             She’s often misunderstood; her sartorial quirk has
                 ture affirms that she and you (the interviewer), are in on the      courted controversies like cultural appropriation, while
                 joke. A tabloid report once mentioned Bloom recalling this          her appearance on Sesame Street was labelled ‘too sexy’
                 particular eye flutter that brought the two together in 2016        for the show. Not everyone gets her, but she continues to
                 at the Golden Globes after-party.                                                            use the voice under her peroxide
                    The couple share a lot in com-                                                            mane (the real hair colour is a
                 mon. Entertainers living in the pub-             “[Orlando’s]                                “non-eventful     squirrel    brown”,
                 lic eye, they’ve both experienced                                                            she shares) to represent many
                 broken marriages, and this evolu-             not the number                                 things to many people—a role
                 tion has only strengthened their                                                             model for children, a feminist icon
                 bond. “Love is different from dat-                                                           for women and a crusader for the
                 ing. You date in your twenties. Love          one fan of Katy                                LGBTQI+ community.
                 is partnership, friendship, truth                                                              Sometimes, she uses her platform
                 and being an absolute mirror to                 Perry, but he's                              for politicking and to steer change.
                 someone,” she says, fidgeting with                                                           During the 2016 US presidential
                 her    flower-shaped     engagement          the number one                                  campaign, Perry established her po-
                 ring. “Orlando is like a sage. When                                                          sition as Hillary Clinton’s biggest
                 we first met, he said we would pull          fan of Katheryn                                 cheerleader and wrote ‘Chained to
                 the poison out of each other, and we                                                         the rhythm’ as a wake-up call for fel-
                 really do. It’s exhausting, but we re-                Hudson”                                low Americans to fight the good
                 ally hold each other accountable.                                                            fight. At the 2017 Grammys, when
                 I’ve never had a partner who was                                                             she performed the song, she wore a
                 willing to go on an emotional and                                                            suffragette white pantsuit with the
                 spiritualjourneylikeOrlando.It’schallenging,becauseyou’re           word ‘Persist’ emblazoned on an armband. “If you have a
                 facing all the things you don’t like about yourself. It’s like a    big spotlight and you’re sharing it for good, it’s going to be
                 never-ending cleanse.”                                              better for everyone,” says the pop star with a purpose, who,
                    As artistes, they travel the globe, often separately. While      as a UNICEF Goodwill Ambassador, has undertaken trips
                 Perry is in Mumbai, Bloom is in Prague, shooting season two         to impoverished parts of Vietnam and Madagascar to advo-
                 of Carnival Row. Their schedules continually push them to-          cate for children’s education and clean water resources. “At
                 wards chaos, but they find a way out. “It’s always going to be      35, I’ve checked many boxes off my list and I’m now being
                 a unique situation, but we knew that going into it,” she says.      challenged to dream new dreams,” she says. “I want to be
                 “FaceTime, thank god, has been invented. It’s a relationship-       involved in environmental companies, I want to go back to
                 saver.” And while Perry swears by TM, Bloom is a Buddhist           school [psychology and philosophy will be her subjects of
                 who starts his day at 6am, chanting Nam myoho renge kyo.            choice] and I want to influence good people to run for office.”
                 “I think it’s an amazing way to begin your day by thinking            She won’t share details on her wedding yet, but she wants
                 about something other than yourself,” she says. She too is          a big family, and dreams of retiring in a commune with her
                 incorporating small changes to her routine: “I start my day         family and friends. She may not have found the cure to eve-
                 with gratitude. Every morning, the first thing I do is not look     rything in life, but she finally understands the meaning of
                 for my phone. Sometimes I can avoid it for a minute, some-          her tattoo—to go with the flow. “I’ve been in the public eye
                 times five, but I do try to consciously think about gratitude.”     for 12 years and I’ve made many mistakes. I’m human, and
                                                                                     I still want to try,” she says. “I don’t want to be defeated or
                 A BEAUTIFUL MIND                                                    become a recluse. I want to live life. And doing that means
                 She’s in a good place now, so there’s reason to be thankful.        you might occasionally trip, but it’s not about how you fall—
                 But 2017-18 was her toughest time. “I became depressed              it’s about how you get up.” n




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