Page 19 - St Barnabas Parish Homerton Summer Magazine 2020
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Poem by Rhidian Brook   See that leaf,          Feel low,
        Thought for the Day                             Feel late.
        23/05/2020              Watch it blow across the  Please stop saying,
                                yard:                   “This is great,”
        Wake up.                Syrup, wine, sugar, lard.
        Breathe.                                        When, weeks ago,
        Thank God for breath.   Great events            The talk was mean.
        Clean your teeth.       Are best left unexplained  Now, in the night,
        Is that a cough?        When in the fire:       The sirens scream
        Gargle with salt.       It needs distance       And the virus sneaks
        Take your tea extra hot.  To see the truth,     Into our dreams.
        Keep fear at bay        Cooling with time.      It’s hot.
        And write a list.       Two metres?             Is that the fever?
                                Make it two years.      Open the latch:
        Take back control       Leave snap judgements   Lift the lever.
        With soap, lemons,      To the tweets of sages  Offer thanks and praise
        Paracetamol.            And Job’s friends.      To the ones
                                Be still:               Who’ve time to reminisce,
        Check the news,         Know you’re not God.    Or self-improve.
        But keep it short:      From dust we’re made,   Or say “Goodbye.”
        Radio for facts,                                A crash course
        The birds for true report.  From dust we’re raised.  In metaphysics for them;
        What next?              Bread, flour, marmalade.  Dusted in days.
        O yes, exercise:                                They’re gone too soon.
        Stand up straight,      Late afternoon          Their last question
        Fill your sacks,        The toll comes in.
        Your stocks are low.    Want to hear the same   Sighs, “Why?”
        Get on your knees and   again?                  Wheat, barley, corn, rye.
        pray,                   Worse than China,
                                Worse than Spain.       So order your affairs
        Facing Sainsbury’s:     Please stop playing     And complete that list.
        Butter, apples, chocolate,  This awful game.    Wash your hands
        cheese.                 Some say it’s over,     And call your mum,
                                But that’s unfair       That neighbour
        Nearly noon             To us and them,         Friend, your son.
        And so little done:     When what we fight      Tell them what
        Feel inessential,       Has no face, no shame.  You always knew:
        Feeling numb.           It’s just data          This life’s a gift;
        How stuck indoors       Doing its thing.        That love is real.
        Are deeds of love;      “Dad, what did you do   Its touch is true.
        Ambition grounded,      During the plague?”     It is the thing
        Hopes on hold.          I stayed indoors,       That gets us through
        Do your taxes.          Got little done         This moment:
        Paint the shed.         And watched the wind    It will pass.
        Don’t think about                               So take deep breaths
        What all this means.    Blow through leaves and  And fill your soul.
        Keep death at bay       live:                   The spirit’s willing.
        With games and memes.   Milk, pepper, salad, limes.
        Ignore the pressure to                          You make that call:
        achieve.                Fail to focus,          Soap, lemons,
        Stare out the window:   Want to cry.            Paracetamol.
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