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“Right. I forget that you guys fight each other, too.” Sympathy fills her

                eyes.
                   “I’m  really  all  right,”  I  promise  her,  leaving  out  the  times  I’ve  caught

                Oren  gripping  a  dagger  in  my  presence  or  the  way  Jack  seethes  in  my

                direction. “How about you? Is it everything you wanted?”
                   “It’s everything and more. So much more. The responsibility we have not

                only to record history but to speed information from the front lines is more

                than I ever could have imagined, and it’s so fulfilling.” She presses her lips
                together again.

                   “Good. I’m happy for you.” And I mean it.

                   “But I worry for you.” She sucks in a breath. “The uptick in attacks along
                the border…” Concern etches lines into her forehead.

                   “I  know.  We  hear  about  them  in  Battle  Brief.”  It’s  always  the  same,
                striking at faltering wards, ransacking villages high in the mountains, and

                more dead riders. My heart breaks every time we get a report, and a part of

                me shuts down with each attack that I have to analyze.
                   “And Dain?” she asks as we head for the door. “Have you seen him?”

                   My smile falters. “That’s a story for another day.”
                   She sighs. “I’ll try and be here around this time so I can see you.”

                   “Sounds  wonderful.”  I  refrain  from  pulling  her  into  a  hug  and  walk

                through the door she opens.
                   By the time I return the cart to the library and make it through the lunch

                line, our time is almost up, which means I’m busy shoveling food in my

                mouth as fast as I can while the members of our original squad chat around
                me. The newbies, two first-years and two second-years we took on when

                the third squad was dissolved, are a table away. They’ve refused to sit with

                anyone with a rebellion relic.
                   So, fuck them.

                   “It  was  the  coolest  thing  ever,”  Ridoc  continues.  “One  second  he  was
                sparring against that third-year with the wicked broadsword skills, and then
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