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hard for you to be in here? Or is it more of a comfort thing?”

                   Subject change noted.
                   I  take  in  the  rows  of  tables,  slowly  filling  with  scribes  readying

                themselves for work, and imagine my father among them. “It’s like coming

                home,  but  not.  And  it’s  not  that  it’s  changed—this  place  never  changes.
                Hell, I think change is the mortal enemy of a scribe. But I’m starting to

                realize that I’ve changed. I don’t quite fit here. Not anymore.”

                   “Yeah. I get that.” Something in his voice tells me he really does.
                   It’s on the tip of my tongue to ask what the last five years were like for

                him, but Jesinia reappears, the cart laden with the requested tomes.

                   “I have everything here for you,” she signs, then gestures to the scroll on
                top. “And that is for Professor Markham.”

                   “We’ll make sure he gets it,” I promise, leaning forward to take the cart.
                My high collar shifts, and Jesinia gasps, her hand flying to cover her mouth.

                   “Oh gods, Violet. Your neck!” Her hand movements are sharp, and the

                sympathy  in  her  eyes  makes  my  chest  tighten.  “Sympathy”  isn’t  a  word
                found  in  our  quadrant.  There’s  rage,  wrath,  and  indignation…but  no

                sympathy.
                   “It’s  nothing.”  I  put  my  collar  back  in  place,  covering  the  ring  of

                yellowing bruises, and Liam reaches across me, taking the cart. “We’ll see

                you tomorrow.”
                   She bobs her head and wrings her hands as we turn for the door. Pierson

                closes it after we pass into the hallway.

                   “Riorson taught me to fight during the years he was at Tirvainne.” Liam’s
                change of subject is appreciated and no doubt intentional once again. “I’ve

                never seen anyone move the way he does. He’s the only reason I made it

                through the first round of challenges. He might not show it, but he takes
                care of his own.”

                   “Are you trying to sell me on his finer points?” We make the ascent, and I
                note with some satisfaction that my legs feel strong today. I love the days
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