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It’s not the same for you. You wanted a quiet life full of books and facts.

                You wanted to record the battles, not be in them. There is nothing wrong
                with you. You get to be angry that you killed a man today. You get to be

                angry that man tried to kill your friend. You get to feel however you want

                within these walls.”
                   He’s  close  enough  now  that  I  can  feel  his  body  heat  through  the  thin

                cotton of my dressing gown.

                   “But not outside them.” It’s not a question.
                   “We’re riders,” he says, as if that’s explanation enough. He takes hold of

                my hands and brings them to his chest. “So do whatever you need to get it

                out. You want to yell? Yell at me. You want to hit something? Hit me. I can
                take it.”

                   Hitting him is the last thing I want to do, and suddenly, I’m done fighting
                it.

                   “Come on,” he whispers. “Show me what you’ve got.”

                   I surge up on my toes and kiss him.
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