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they  are,  children’s  bedtime  stories.  So  why  did  my  dad  leave  me  this

                cryptic note—and hide it inside the book?
                   “What do you think he was trying to tell you?” Xaden asks.

                   “I don’t know. Every fable in this book is about how too much power

                corrupts, so maybe he felt someone in leadership was corrupt.” I glance up
                at Xaden and joke, “I certainly wouldn’t be surprised if General Melgren

                ripped a mask off one day and revealed he was a terrifying venin. That man

                has always given me the creeps.”
                   Xaden  chuckles.  “Well,  let’s  hope  not  that.  My  dad  used  to  say  venin

                were biding their time in the Barrens and one day were coming to get us—if

                we didn’t eat our vegetables.” He glances out the window to his left, and I
                know  he’s  remembering  his  father.  “He  said  one  day  there  would  be  no

                magic left in the kingdom if we weren’t careful.”
                   “I’m sorry—” I start, but when he tenses, I decide a subject change is

                what he really needs. “So, which mess should we tackle first?”

                   “I  have  a  better  idea  of  how  to  spend  our  night,”  he  says  as  he  puts
                another pile of clothes on my bed.

                   “Oh?”  I  glance  over  and  catch  his  eyes  darkening  as  he  stares  at  my
                mouth.  My  pulse  immediately  quickens,  the  thought  of  touching  him

                sending a burst of energy through me.

                   Don’t fall for me…
                   His words from last night cut a sharp contrast to the way he’s looking at

                me now.

                   I take a step backward. “You said not to fall for you. Did you change your
                mind?”

                   “Absolutely not.” His jaw tenses.

                   “Right.” I don’t expect that to hurt as much as it does, which is part of the
                problem. I’m already too emotionally involved to separate out the sex, no

                matter how phenomenal it is. “Here’s the thing. I don’t think I can separate
                sex  from  emotion  when  it  comes  to  you.”  Well,  shit,  now  I’ve  said  it.
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