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“Everything between us is real, Violence.” The intensity with which he

                says it hurts my heart even more. “The rest, I can explain with enough time.
                But before we get to our assigned outpost, I need to know if you believe

                me.”

                   I glance at the dagger and hear the words in my father’s letter as surely as
                if he’d spoken  them. I  know  you’ll  make  the  right  choice  when  the  time

                comes. He warned me the only way he could have: through books.

                   “Yes,”  I  say,  handing  the  dagger  back  to  Xaden.  “I  believe  you.  That
                doesn’t mean I trust you anymore.”

                   “Keep it.” His posture softens in relief.

                   I sheathe it at my thigh. “You’re giving me a weapon after just telling me
                that you’ve been deceiving me for months, Riorson?”

                   “Absolutely. I have another, and if what the fliers say is true, and venin
                are headed north, then you might need it. I never lied when I said I can’t

                live without you, Violence.” He backs away slowly, his lips curving in a sad

                smile. “And defenseless women have never been my type, remember?”
                   I’m  not  remotely  ready  to  joke  around  with  him.  “Let’s  just  get  to

                Athebyne.”
                   He nods, and a few minutes later, we’re midflight.

                   “We know we didn’t lie. We just didn’t tell you everything,” Andarna says,

                flying in the pocket of air behind Tairn with the least wind resistance as we
                make our way to the outpost.

                   “That’s lying by omission,” I argue. There’s a lot of that going around

                today.
                   “She’s right, Golden One.” Tension radiates through every line of Tairn’s

                body and the very beats of his wings. “You have every right to be angry.”

                He banks, following the mountain range along the border. The straps on my
                saddle bite into my thighs. “We made a choice to protect you—without your

                consent. It was an error, and one that I won’t make again.” The guilt he
                feels overwhelms my own emotions, melting the hottest of my anger, and I
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