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The navy dragon seems to tilt its head at me, as if its narrowed golden

                eyes  can  see  straight  through  me  to  the  fear  fisting  my  stomach  and  the
                doubt curled insidiously around my heart. I bet it can even see the wrap

                binding  my  knee.  It  knows  I’m  at  a  disadvantage,  that  I’m  too  small  to

                climb its foreleg and mount, too frail to ride. Dragons always know.
                   But  I  will  not  run.  I  wouldn’t  be  standing  here  if  I’d  quit  every  time

                something seemed impossible to overcome. I will not die today. The words

                repeat in my head just like they had before the parapet and on it.
                   I force my shoulders back and lift my chin.

                   The dragon blinks, which might be a sign of approval, or boredom, and

                looks away.
                   “Anyone else feel like changing their mind?” Xaden shouts, scanning the

                remaining  rows  of  cadets  with  the  same  shrewd  gaze  of  the  navy-blue
                dragon behind him. “No? Excellent. Roughly half of you will be dead by

                this time next summer.” The formation is silent except for a few untimely

                sobs from my left. “A third of you again the year after that, and the same
                your last year. No one cares who your mommy or daddy is here. Even King

                Tauri’s second son died during his Threshing. So tell me again: Do you feel
                invincible now that you’ve made it into the Riders Quadrant? Untouchable?

                Elite?”

                   No one cheers.
                   Another blast of heat rushes—this time directly at my face—and every

                muscle  in  my  body  clenches,  preparing  for  incineration.  But  it’s  not

                flames…just  steam,  and  it  blows  back  Rhiannon’s  braids  as  the  dragons
                finish their simultaneous exhale. The breeches on the first-year ahead of me

                darken, the color spreading down his legs.

                   They want us scared. Mission accomplished.
                   “Because  you’re  not  untouchable  or  special  to  them.”  Xaden  points

                toward the navy dragon and leans forward slightly, like he’s letting us in on
                a secret as we lock eyes. “To them, you’re just the prey.”
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