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f r o m  ca ra t Iv e f a c to r 1  t o   C a r it a s   P roC e s s   1
           versa, if even one practitioner prepares self for Caritas Consciousness
           as the basis for professional caring practices, that one nurse is helping
           transform and affect the entire field. Imagine what it would be like if
           nurses collectively engaged in meditative practices to cultivate Caritas
           Consciousness.
              First at the personal level, then at the unit level, then across units,
           spreading throughout the entire system, then across systems, across
           settings in various parts of the world.
              Nurses with informed Caritas Consciousness could literally trans-
           form entire systems, contributing to worldwide changes through their
           own practices of Being, thus “seeing” and doing things differently—
           holding a different consciousness, radiating different messages, affect-
           ing the subtle energetic environment, spreading healing, wholeness,
           forgiveness, beauty, love, kindness, equanimity. In this awareness, this
           awakening, nurses are literally Becoming the Caritas field.
              Once one has experienced such a cultivated sense of loving-
             kindness, one’s heart of compassion is open and bubbles over into
           one’s life circumstances. However, as mentioned before, one cannot
           artificially invoke loving thoughts if one is in pain, angry, sad, despair-
           ing or fearful, worrisome, and so on. One cannot paint over a veneer
           of hurts; rather, he or she must allow pain to emerge, whereby it is
           both released and absorbed into the vibrating space of energy flow.
               That is the purpose of mindfulness meditation: to learn to use this
           practice when in a negative space, to find ways to access feelings and
           subjective sensations without dwelling there, without setting, mask-
           ing, coating over, or freezing those sensations. The congealing of sen-
           sations and fighting off, ignoring, or avoiding feelings create more suf-
           fering. The meditation practices proposed here help one access and
           observe  all  sensations,  discovering  their  vibratory,  energetic  nature
           rising up and falling away; either by visualizing these movements or
           literally  experiencing  the  sensations,  we  transform  the  emotional
           experience.
               Once one connects with and practices noninterference (equanim-
           ity), the energy and feelings move through a sense of completion and
           closure that is a form of sweet release; these sensations can be both
           observed and felt. Then, empty vibratory space opens up internally,


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