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m ove  health



             Life in                                                                                                   would work, and it gave

                                                                                                                       me an increased risk
               my                                                                                                      appointments were
                                                                                                                       of skin cancer. The


                                                                                                                       quite disruptive too –
                                                                                                                       twice a week for a year
                                                                                                                       – but I wanted to try
                                                                                                                       it. Three months in, I
           body...                                                                                                     began to get my natural

                                                                                                                       skin colour back, and
                                                                                                                       after a year, I finished
                                                                                                                       the treatment. I still had
                                                                                                                       vitiligo, but I was now
                                                                                                                       30% affected, rather
                                                                                                                       than 75%.
                                                                                                                         That was seven years
                                                                                                                       ago, and although the
             with vitiligo                                                                                             patches are starting to

                                                                                                                       return I won’t go back
                                                                                                                       to treatment. A few
                                                                                                                       years ago I was invited
                  Natalie Ambersley, 37, an executive                                                                  on a TV show to talk

                assistant from London, talks about living                                                              about my condition. At
                   with the skin-pigmentation condition                                                                first I was adamant that
                                                                                                                       I couldn’t do it, but
                                                                                                                       eventually I came round
                                                                                                                       to the idea and that was
                           hen         going on, but my           only person in                                       a turning point. After
                          I was        parents were worried       the world with                                       the programme aired,

         w three, I                    and tried to find          this condition.                                      people started to send
             developed a small white   treatment for me. I was    When we had                                          me supportive messages
             patch on the back of      in and out of hospital     swimming                                             and I had the realisation
             my hand. Back then,       a lot – it became like     lessons at                                           that it was OK.
             vitiligo (a condition     a second home. By the      school, I’d         Appearing                          Now, I feel liberated.
             where pigment is lost     time I was 12, I’d been    forge letters       on  Victoria                     I look down at my
             from the skin) wasn’t     through so many rounds     from my mum         Derbyshire’s                     legs and think I’d be
                                                                                      TV Show
             well known, so when my    of tablets, creams and     so I didn’t have                                     horrified if I woke up
             parents took me to the    homeopathy that I felt     to go. On                                            and my vitiligo wasn’t
             doctor, they were just    like a guinea pig. I told  holiday with friends in    again. I’d heard of       there; it would be like
             told to keep an eye       my parents I wanted        Spain, I’d be boiling in   something called UVB      I had erased something
             on it. By the time I was  to stop, and they were     thick tights and a blazer.  narrowband therapy,      that made me who I am.      @BEING_JUST_US
             five, and had my vitiligo  so supportive.            If someone stared at       where you stand in a      I’m proud to have a skin
             diagnosed, 75% of my        In my teenage years,     me, I’d immediately        booth emitting UVB light   condition I now love.      INSTAGRAM
             body was covered in       though, I grew more        cover up more.             to try to help your skin   For support, contact
             white patches. I was too  uncomfortable. It            When I turned 30 I       repigment. There was      The Vitiligo Society;
             young to know what was    seemed like I was the      decided to try treatment   only a 50-50 chance it    Vitiligosociety.org         PHOTOGRAPHS



                                    1  Put yourself first               2  Use social media                  3   Talk to others
                   WHAT                I was so busy worrying about        Seeing yourself represented           There were times when I had
                   HELPS          what people thought that I missed    helps to remind you you’re not alone,   questions and I would DM people on   AS TOLD TO DANIELLA SCOTT.
                                  out on a lot. But I was the only one
                                                                       and that you’re part of something
                 NATALIE          suffering, and once I realised that,  positive. I like @livingdappled and    Instagram for guidance. Connecting
                                                                                                            with others who understood how
                                  I started living my life.            @vitiligo_and_me on Instagram.       I felt made such a huge difference.



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