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myself in reality.

                   “You’ve  got  this.”  His  voice  sounds  strained.  “Whatever  you  create  in
                your mind is real to you. Shut off the valve. Build a wall. Whatever makes

                sense.”

                   “It’s  a  door.”  My  fingers  dig  into  the  soft  material  of  his  tunic,  and  I
                mentally heave myself against the door, forcing it shut one inch at a time.

                   “There you go. Keep going.”

                   My  physical  body  trembles  at  the  effort  it  takes  to  mentally  shove  the
                door closed, but I get it there. “I’ve got the door shut.”

                   “Great. Lock it.”

                   I imagine spinning the giant handle and hearing the locks click into place.
                The  relief  is  immediate,  a  cool  blast  of  snow  against  my  feverish  skin.

                Power  pulses,  turning  the  door  clear.  “It  changed.  I  can  see  through  the
                door.”

                   “Yeah. You’ll never be able to fully block him. Got it locked?”

                   I nod.
                   “Open  your  eyes,  but  do  your  best  to  keep  that  door  locked.  It  means

                keeping one foot grounded. Don’t be surprised if it slips. We’ll just start
                again.”

                   I open my eyes, keeping that mental picture of the shut Archives door,

                and  while  my  body  is  still  heated  and  flushed  with  warmth,  that
                inescapable, driving need is blessedly…somewhat muted. “He’s…” I can’t

                find the right words.

                   Xaden  studies  me  with  an  intensity  that  makes  me  sway  toward  him.
                “You are astonishing.” He shakes his head. “I couldn’t do that for weeks.”

                   “Guess I have a superior teacher.” The emotion swelling through me is

                more than joy. It’s euphoria that has me grinning like a fool. I’m finally not
                only good at something, but astonishing.

                   His thumbs stroke over the soft skin under my ears, and his gaze drops to
                my  mouth  and  heats.  Hands  flexing,  he  draws  me  forward  a  few  inches
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