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you far and fast. Dragon fire won’t kill them. Only the daggers you’ve been

                bringing,  and  we  have  those.”  She  looks  at  Xaden.  “Thank  you  for
                everything you’ve done. You’ve kept us alive these last couple of years and

                given us a fighting chance.”

                   “You’re going down there to die,” Xaden says matter-of-factly.
                   “Yes.” She nods as another explosion sounds. “Get your riot out of here.

                Fast.” Pivoting on her heel, she strides back down the rampart, her head

                held high before she disappears into the tower on the opposite end.
                   Xaden’s jaw clenches, and I can see the battle raging in his eyes.

                   An unbearable heaviness settles in my stomach.

                   If  we  leave,  they’ll  all  die.  Every  civilian.  Every  flier.  We  won’t  have
                killed them, but we’ll be complicit in their deaths all the same.

                   If we fight, we’ll likely die with them.
                   We can live as cowards or die as riders.

                   Xaden’s shoulders straighten, and the rock in my stomach turns to nausea.

                He’s made a decision. I can see it in the lines of his face, the resolve in his
                posture. “Sgaeyl says she has never run from a fight, and today will not be

                the first. And I’m not going to stand by while innocent people are dying,
                either.” He shakes his head. “But I’m not going to order any of you to join

                me.  I’m  responsible  for  all  of  you.  None  of  you  crossed  that  parapet

                because you wanted to. None of you. You crossed it because I made a deal.
                I’m  the  one  who  forced  you  into  the  quadrant,  so  I  won’t  think  less  of

                anyone who wants to fly for Eltuval instead. Make your choice.” He tears

                his hand through his hair. “I don’t want you in harm’s way.”
                   In a perfect world, that would be all I need to hear. “If the others get to

                make a choice, then so do I.”

                   His jaw flexes.
                   “We’re riders,” Imogen says as another explosion sounds. “We defend the

                defenseless. That’s what we do.”
                   “You saved every single one of us here, cousin,” Bodhi says. “And we’re
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