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the cliffside at my left. “He  did, too. Even if he doesn’t like you putting

                yourself in danger, he knew you would.”
                   “Well, he knows me a great deal better than I know him.” I lift a brow at

                her.

                   She blinks. “You’re a far cry from the trembling girl who stood in the
                courtyard and tried to mask her fear after Parapet. I approve.”

                   “I wasn’t asking for your approval.” If I’m going to die, I might as well

                be honest in my last moments.
                   She chuffs and nudges Tairn’s head with hers, but he’s solely focused on

                the trading post.

                   The rocky terrain crunches under my boots as  I  walk beneath Tairn to
                where  Andarna  stands  between  his  forelegs,  watching  the  attack  unfold

                beneath us. I put myself right in front of her, blocking her view of what has
                to be carnage. “Stay here and hide.” I’m not taking a kid into battle, period.

                   “‘Stay here,’” she grumbles sarcastically in response.

                   I  bite  back  a  sad  smile.  It’s  really  too  bad  I  won’t  get  to  see  her  go
                through her rebellious adolescent years.

                   “Agreed.” Tairn dips a shoulder for me. “You’re a target, little one.”
                   “I mean it,” I order Andarna, stroking my hand over her scaly nose. “If

                we’re not back by morning, or if you think venin are approaching, you fly

                home to the Vale. Get behind the wards no matter what.”
                   Her nostrils flare. “I’m not leaving you.”

                   My chest hurts so badly, I fight the urge to rub the area above my heart,

                but I square my shoulders instead. It has to be said. “You’ll feel the moment
                when you’ll know that there’s nothing to leave. And it might break your

                heart, but when you feel it, you fly. Promise me you’ll fly.”

                   Heartbeats pass before Andarna finally nods.
                   “Go,” I whisper, stroking her beautiful jaw one last time. She’ll be fine.

                She’ll make it back to the Vale. I can’t let myself believe any differently.
                   She turns around and heads for the outpost, and I pull my shit together
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