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I start to tell her, but she holds up a hand and I wait. It only takes her a

                minute to work it out, too.
                   She points to my rebellion relic and says, “Melgren can’t see the outcome

                when more than three of you are together. That’s why you’re not allowed to

                assemble.”
                   I  can’t  help  it.  I  smile.  This  brilliant  fucking  woman  is  mine.  Or  was

                mine.  Will  be  mine  again  if  I  have  anything  to  say  about  it.  Which  I

                probably don’t. I sigh, losing the smile immediately. Fuck.
                   No, I’m not giving up until she tells me to.

                   Things might be complicated, but so are both of us.

                   “That and we’re not big enough to warrant the attention of the scribes
                anymore.  We’re  not  hidden.  We’re  just  not…advertising  our  existence.”

                Which  is  also  the  reason  this  place  is  still  technically…mine.  Nobles
                weren’t exactly eager to throw their money at a scorched city or be taxed on

                unusable  land.  Eventually  they’ll  notice.  Eventually  I’ll  lose  it.  Then  I’ll

                lose my head. “You can know whatever you want. Just ask.”
                   She stiffens. “Tell me one thing right now.”

                   “Anything.”
                   “Is…” Her shoulders stutter as she inhales. “Is Liam really dead?”

                   Liam. A fresh stab of sorrow pierces my ribs. Heartbeats pass in silence

                as  I  try  to  find  the  right  words,  but  there  aren’t  any,  so  I  take  from  my
                pocket the palm-size, freshly finished carving of Andarna Liam had been

                working on.

                   She turns in my direction, her gaze immediately locking on the figurine,
                and her eyes water. “It’s my fault.”

                   “No, it’s mine. If I had just told you everything sooner, you would have

                been  prepared.  You  probably  would  have  schooled  us  all  on  how  to  kill
                them.” My soul breaks all over again when she swipes at twin tears with the

                backs of her hands. I set the carving in her hand. “I know I should have, but
                I couldn’t bear to burn it. We laid him to rest yesterday. Well, the others did.
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