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Bodhi grins, flashing a smile that looks exactly like my aunt’s used to.

                “Good to see you up and about, Sorrengail.” Then he smacks me on the
                shoulder  as  he  walks  off,  looking  back  over  his  shoulder.  “I’ll  fetch  the

                backup plan. Good luck.”

                   Gods,  I  want  to  haul  her  into  my  arms  and  love  her  until  she  forgets
                everything  except  how  good  we  are  together,  but  I’m  sure  that’s  the  last

                thing she’ll ever want again.

                   “Come back in,” she says softly, and my heart lurches.
                   “As long as you’ve invited me.” I walk in, loathing the distrust in her

                eyes.

                   Whether or not Violet will believe me, I’ve never lied to her. Not once.
                   I’ve just never been entirely truthful, either.

                   “Is all this original?” she asks, her gaze sweeping over my bedroom.
                   “The majority of the fortress is stone,” I say as she studies the detailed

                arches at the ceiling, the natural lighting from the windows that consume

                the western wall. “Stone doesn’t burn.”
                   “Right.”

                   I swallow. Hard. “I think after all you’ve seen, the question I have to ask
                before I tell you everything is pretty simple. Are you in? Are you willing to

                fight with us?” She could just as easily decide to turn us all in. She didn’t

                know enough to condemn us, but she does now.
                   “I’m in.” She nods.

                   Relief surges through me in a rush more powerful than anything I could

                channel from Sgaeyl, and I reach for her. “I’m so sorry I had to keep…” My
                words die on my tongue as she steps back, avoiding me.

                   “Not  happening.”  A  world  of  hurt  flashes  in  those  hazel  eyes,  and  I

                fucking wither. “Just because I believe you and am willing to fight with you
                doesn’t  mean  I’ll  trust  you  with  my  heart  again.  And  I  can’t  be  with

                someone I don’t trust.”
                   Something  in  my  chest  crumples.  “I’ve  never  lied  to  you,  Violet.  Not
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