Page 126 - Vegan Life - Issue 59 (February 2020)
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I have always absorbed the sights
                                                                             and sounds of the everyday world around
                                                                             me and reproduced them in an eclectic
                                                                             mixture on the canvas and page, but in
                                                                             recent years, I have begun to realise that
                                                                             there are some deeply rooted influences
                                                                             that govern all my creative output. I adore
                                                                             the theatre and its symbolism, opulence
                                                                             and intense sense of heightened drama,
                                                                             and, at the other end of the scale, I’m
                                                                             lucky to have grown up in the beautiful
                                                                             surroundings of the Malvern Hills, where
                                                                             I was surrounded by nature and ate
                                                                             produce from my dad’s allotment. The
                                                                             sense of the interconnectedness of all
                                                                             things was palpable. I innately knew that
                                                                             the soil and the weather fed the fruit and
                                                                             vegetables that we grew and harvested, in
                                                                             the same way that the experience of the
                                                                             natural world outside fed my inner world
                                                                             of creativity.
                                                                                I hope that my more uncompromising
                                                                             work gives the viewer a chance to
                                                                             empathise with the forgotten and abused
                                                                             animals I choose to portray, and also
                                                                             that this quiet connection leads to some
                                                                             internal change of heart and conscience.
                                                                             I want to be challenging, but at the same
                                                                             time it's very important to intrigue and
                                                                             educate. I never forget that these animals
                                                                             are my unwilling subjects, and I want to
                                                                             memorialise each individual with dignity,
                                                                             respect and pity. Mostly, I put myself
                                                                             in the place of the audience, and allow
                                                                             myself to feel strong emotion without
                                                                             intellectualising it too much. Then, I get
                                                                             on and paint, and trust I’ve done the right
                                                                             thing. At least that way I can take all the
                                                                             credit or all the blame!
                                                                                For five years I’ve focused on factory
                                                                             farming, as well as trying some allegorical
                                                                             imagery of human babies in place of
                                                                             dairy calves. I’ve also painted a series of
                                                                             determinedly melancholy and symbolic
          more than a ‘thank you’ — ater all, we   over from Toronto to give a lecture. She   portraits of the cows that I photographed
          were complete strangers. She immediately   bought me a pizza — result!  from the back window of my house.
          posted the image on social media, and the   With my factory farming work, I seek   I live in farming country in Somerset,
          response from thousands of people was   out the images that I find unbearable   and these particular cows were all recently
          astounding. Once more, my life changed   to look at, but that still have a certain   taken away. For me, these last portraits
          overnight, and I had to ‘face the truth’   aesthetic and emotional quality. I then   have more gravitas and personal sorrow
          again — I was beholden to combine my art   reproduce them in acrylic paint as   in them than any of my work, and I think
          skills, my ethics and my priveleged access   realistically as possible. In doing so,    it shows.
          to information and images at my job, and   I naturally filter the reality of it through    Now, I’m trying to move beyond those
          become an activist for animals. It seems   my own personal technique, and the    appalling images and ‘break out’ into
          inevitable now, but I really had no idea   result is a hybrid of brutal realism and   the world of conventional art by painting
          that my life would take this turn. I'm so   my own innate feelings. The artist   work that is still animal-related, but is
          grateful that it has — it elevated me into a   always reveals a little of themselves in   celebratory, exuberant and fantastical.
          whole new world of ‘active art’. And, as a   their work, and this is what changes a   I won’t ever hide my ‘controversial’ work,
          bonus, I’ve become good friends with    horrible photograph into something new,   but it may be an efective (and non-
          Jo-Anne and actually spent an evening   something that a viewer can engage with   preachy) approach to gain an audience
          with her in Bristol in 2018, when she came   on a completely diferent level.  that likes this newer work, and who then  ›


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