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I wanted. After had taken care of everything, I ran to a motel near
the mall and booked a room. I mixed up all the drugs and took
them all at once. At first, my hands stopped shaking, which was
totally a good sign. After that, I decided to wrap bandages around
the cuts. I carefully wrapped the dressing around my knees.
But then, my hand started shaking again, and this time more
violently. I could not even wrap the dressing around my arm.
I could not breathe and tears began to run down my cheeks for the
second time. I knew my time has come and thought about the
astronauts again. I chose to be the third one. I think I have lived my
life.

What I had left was just my worthless body and my untamed
mind. My intellect, my conscience, and my rationality had all long
disappeared. I could feel my heart beating so fast like it was going
to jump right out of my chest. I closed my eyes and started to smile.
I wanted to be like the astronaut I had seen on TV. I slowly closed
my eyes and everything seemed to be alright after all.